What to do, what to do.
That's a question I have been asking myself everyday since I made the decision to not return to college. I have been trying to figure out what I wanted to actually do for all this time now. Some people figure out what they want to do with their life late in their teens, early in their 20's or sometimes they never figure out what they want to do. Its not an easy decision. But I know that after going from job to job, and not really being happy at any of them after working them for an extended period of time, I decided I needed to figure out what I want to do with myself. So after some soul searching I think I have realized what I want to do.
What you may be asking yourself do I want to do? Well its simple really. Its what I went to school for in the first place. To be a teacher. I have always liked helping people learn, and being a role model and a good influence. Thats part of why I coach hockey. I love to help other people become better things. That, and I like kids. But not in that sick, perverted Jerry Sandusky way.
There is one problem with school, or going back. I just don't have the money to do it. So I have to figure out a way to get this done, and still work, and everything. I know lots of people can multi task really well and go to school and work and do other things, but I am not a very good multi tasking. I mean yeah I can chew gum and walk at the same time, but come on I am a guy. We are notoriously bad multi taskers. Anyways, I was thinking taking some online courses or something at first to get my self back in the thick of things.
This is a big decision for me. But I think my mind is finally made up. And its what I need to do.
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